To all the girls I have talked to in the past month....

          You all Suck! The end.

Hey wow long time no write and its gonna be the same for a while.

Out of all the things in life I understand love the least. Everyone always tells me work is impossable to do but it may be hard but it can be done. And whats worst with my taboo is that advice i can give, I can help a friend but not myself. Why? Im not shy when it comes to telling someone that I do like them and yet I fail so often in finding anything in turn.  Yes I have flaws, that I know, and if someone would just say hey this about you you should change and wow I might actualy do that.

I guess the reason I feel up to venting is that there is one I have liked but never dared to ask on a date because the person is such a good friend  and if I did our friendship could be in for a nasty change; then theres the gossip that I can here happening with all the people they know. Oh how joyful.

So yeah on a happier note CP is doing better, bolth Mr. K's have been a great help. Hillary started saturday and is a better program director than I am and probly better than I will ever be. But hey you can never know.

And thats it, I have more to say but I dont feel like saying it now or probly ever. So until next month or year when I write again. Bye all.

So ya TK wants me at Cameron Park by the end of the week, theres no more snowboarding season, and my bestfriend (who happens to be younger than me) just told me he is getting married by the end of the year to a girl he has been dating for 3 weeks...

Why I lose sleep over these things I don't know.

So ya for those that havent found out yet im the new manager of Cameron Park, fun stuff!  I was bored all of Sunday cause nobody could hang out and come be my buddy, and of course my family is nowhere to be seen.  Oh well my life on a stick.

On Bad news two of my great aunts have died in the past week, no fun there.